Life is full of stressful moments

I don't even know where to begin with this post...my birthday/Christmas/New Years this past month marked the year anniversary of David and I first meeting. Next month would be our one year dating anniversary. Now I know in some people's minds that is more than enough time to know if you are going to marry someone...all I know is that I would be honored if David did end up asking me. My Christmas present from him sure did get a lot of "marriage" questions asked of the two of us. It was an earrings/necklace/and ring set from Walmart. Bishop and a few others have gone as far as telling us that the ring is on the wrong hand...right finger but wrong hand. I told him that the 'right' hand's finger will be bare until he puts a ring on it.

This is David and me taken Feb. 4, 2012

I thought I would have a year of 'employment' at Deseret Industries to sort out things and get on my feet with another job...nope...they have told me that since I'm not going to school, then I basically need to get out of the program. It is not my fault that I started the program too late to start school this past fall as I needed to take the first section of this class before taking the second part. So, needless to say, I am back to the point where I am not sleeping due to the stress of this situation. David's mom thinks that I am not trying to look for work, that all I do while here at his house is sleep...I have busted my behind to find the leads that I have found. I can't help it that while I sit on his bed (yes, a bed) I find myself getting tired and my eyes close for a few minutes. Also can't help that during those few minutes just happens to be at the same time as his mom walking past his door.

In other words, I need a new job and my own place to live so that I am not stuck sleeping on a narrow couch in a friend's apartment.

Farewell all...

Meriah