new music

I have a new favorite music group. It is along the same lines as bands I've liked in the past and everyone knows what kind of music I listen to. It is a group of 3 brothers and I just love their music. Well, don't want to go on and on and on and on, what broken record, about them. If you want to know more, check out jonasbrothers.com for more information.

Family Vacation Fun

I finally figured out how this works! Yeah for me!

Family Fun

Here is a video that I made during recent vacation visiting family. Enjoy.

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Sometimes I wonder what my purpose in life is. For some people their purpose is their families, their jobs, or other things like that. Right now in my life I feel like I am floundering in a sea of emptiness. My job starting giving me less and less hours at work so much so that it was almost a total waste of my time going there to work for 2 1/2 hours to 3 hours just to take 2 hours to get home on the bus. So I gave them my notice saying that it wasn't working for me there anymore and that my mental health needed to be looked after right now. So I am now currently unemployed. Except for the times that I get an emergency phone call from friends that need me to babysit for them while they run to the doctor with contractions. My friend has 2 1/2 weeks left in her pregnancy so when she called her doctor about what was going on, they told her to come on in and get things checked out. Well, she ended up not having her baby today, but I told her that if she needed me to watch her 3 other children while she is in the hospital, then I am more then willing to drop everything and be there for her.

I have also been feeling down because this past week was the four year anniversary of my father's death and funeral. Even though I tell people that that date does not bother me, seeing as the last time I saw him was the June before he died, that is not the whole truth. Because that day still means that I have lost the ability to be able to pick up the phone and say, "Daddy, I love you." and "Daddy I had a bad day can I have a hug?" Just little things like that still to this day sneak up on me and sucker punch me in the gut. I am not sure that he would know quite how to get me out of my doldrums, but I do know that he would try and make me laugh about things that are going on. He would try to find something worth laughing about in almost any situation that life threw his way.

T.T.4.N.
(Ta Ta 4 Now)