Life is full of stressful moments

I don't even know where to begin with this post...my birthday/Christmas/New Years this past month marked the year anniversary of David and I first meeting. Next month would be our one year dating anniversary. Now I know in some people's minds that is more than enough time to know if you are going to marry someone...all I know is that I would be honored if David did end up asking me. My Christmas present from him sure did get a lot of "marriage" questions asked of the two of us. It was an earrings/necklace/and ring set from Walmart. Bishop and a few others have gone as far as telling us that the ring is on the wrong hand...right finger but wrong hand. I told him that the 'right' hand's finger will be bare until he puts a ring on it.

This is David and me taken Feb. 4, 2012

I thought I would have a year of 'employment' at Deseret Industries to sort out things and get on my feet with another job...nope...they have told me that since I'm not going to school, then I basically need to get out of the program. It is not my fault that I started the program too late to start school this past fall as I needed to take the first section of this class before taking the second part. So, needless to say, I am back to the point where I am not sleeping due to the stress of this situation. David's mom thinks that I am not trying to look for work, that all I do while here at his house is sleep...I have busted my behind to find the leads that I have found. I can't help it that while I sit on his bed (yes, a bed) I find myself getting tired and my eyes close for a few minutes. Also can't help that during those few minutes just happens to be at the same time as his mom walking past his door.

In other words, I need a new job and my own place to live so that I am not stuck sleeping on a narrow couch in a friend's apartment.

Farewell all...

Meriah

Question of the week

Ok...how many times a week do I have to
hear someone asking when David  and I are getting married...
ummm...we have heard it from so many eople in the past
week alone that he has since started to have this very
serious look on his face when he looks at me...and he has
found two old rings that he had just laying around his
dresser for me...Ben my brother asked me if there was
anything I needed to tell him when he saw the ring I was
wearing this afternoon...nope...nothing as of yet...  ;-)

My current mood

At times, especially this past week, I have felt like a second wheel in the life of my boyfriend and I. It all started when my younger brother (and my bf's best friend) told the two of us that his girlfriend is pregnant. I know that brought up a lot of memories for David as roughly a little under a year ago that was him and his girlfriend at the time. Knowing that, I have tried to keep my mouth shut on how I feel about the bitch who then went and aborted his baby. Especially given that in the time frame since she did that she has gotten together with another guy...we won't get into that drama filled issue state right now...and as she has claimed gotten pregnant twice...miscarried the first time and supposedly been pregnant since June. I just want to show up at her door and fucking curse her out for messing with people's heads the way that she is famous for doing. Personally, I want to know if she was ever even pregnant w/David's baby in the first place...did she have a test performed by a doctor or do we just have the word of a lying, conniving bitch to go on? Sorry for the language in this post...no one is ever going to read this so I feel safe in publishing exactly how I feel.

I can't even begin to talk about how much fun I am having on this trip to visit my brother in Idaho. We have hung out more in the past week then we had in years. What with hanging with his girlfriend (who is a total gem in my book) and then there is the guy that they seem set on setting me up with. Haha. Fun times. No, just kidding. But he does make me laugh at a time when I thought I never would again. Although, I do believe that should be afraid of the fact that their other "friend" also likes him to the point of texting non-stop asking if he is mad at her since he hasn't talked to her for longer then 24 hours.

And to make matters even more insane on my part, I have Zero experience in how to know if a guy likes me. Well, I can't count freshmen year in High School....*shaking head and shivers*....and other instances like that. Another time was right after graduating from High School but obviously nothing came out of that.

He called last night saying that he was picking me up to go hang out at his place w/my brother and my brother's girlfriend, Hannah, and I kinda sorta freaked out. I handled it well, but we shall see how things go from here. I am also considering moving back here to Idaho as soon as I can. And no, Lacey and Karl, it isn't just for some guy...

Things that keep me going

The 5 things that keep me going right now in life are:

1. Family
2. Friends
3. Music
4. Watching Sports (online)
5. Theatre

My family and friends are always there helping me to keep going. This past 18 months have been a trail but hey, I'm Still Here. :)

Music. What can I say about my music? Without the music in my life, there would be nothing worth talking about. I hear songs that I've not heard in years and I am transported back in time (mentally) to the first time I heard said song.

Sports. Just recently I've started to watch sporting events online since I don't have access to normal TV airings. NASCAR especially. My favorite driver(s) at the moment include:

1. Joey Logano (Car #20)

2. Kyle Busch (Car #18)

June 26-27, 2009

Oh My Goodness. This past weekend is surely one that I will remember for a long time. On Friday, I was checking my facebook and twitter account and saw that the opening band for the Jonas Brothers, Honor Society was in Portland on the 26th...a day earlier than originally expected. And that they were having a pre-party in town. So I was able to go to the party and met the four guys that make up the band...Michael Bruno, Alexander Noyes, Jason Rosen, and Andrew Lee. Words can't describe how much fun that was. Took lots of pictures/videos...I ran out of batteries for the camera while talking to Michael so as soon as I was done I ran and bought new ones.

Then on the 27th (yesterday), was the Jonas Brothers concert and my friend had won tickets from Honor Society and seeing as her ticket was a better seat then the ones that she won, she gave me one of them. So I got an upgrade from section 205 to section 122. A much better seat. Jonas Brothers rocked the house but my fave part would have to be meeting the guys again. Alright...my top five fave part. Can't really decide what was my ALL-TIME fave part of the night, but meeting Michael, Alex, Jason, and Andrew again was a blast...I could go on forever about yesterday, but I will save it all for another post.

HONOR SOCIETY and JONAS BROTHERS ROCK ~ No Duh!!

Cousin Brittney's baby

This a picture of me holding my cousin Brittney's newborn baby girl Sabrina Marie. She was born on Saturday October 11, 2008. She was 8 lbs. 11 oz. and 20 inches. Mom and baby went home on Wednesday and I was there from Wednesday night to last night.